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Sunday, December 16, 2007
8:03 PM
so today is monday. hmm and supposed to meet azhari, but sadly! he is sick since the last day i met him. and he said he cant meet up. he really feel weak. haiz. wished i could be beside him now and (be his guardian angel) ^-^ but i cant. thats beyond my control. his prepaid is also low and cant contact him obviously. so i have to wait until next week i guess cus this week is hari raya whatever shits. i misss you siak. i have to wait till the next time we meet (for the answer)
Mood: Sad and Lonely ):
I Love You [:
3:44 AM
the post might be late. (fcuking cibai late) but this is what happened during the month of December, (the snowy season) ^-^
1 half weeks before 2nd Dec (soory i forgot when was it exactly) , i saw my childhood friend. In the airport with his schoolmates and parents. From the way it looks like, they were going to have a school fieldtrip. gahhh why must he go ive always liked and longing for his sweet smile and deary eyes. (Too bad!) i didnt know him that well that time, we only exchanged smiles sadly. But deep inside i wanted to say TakeCare. I couldnt, im scared! When he left, i was like fcuking crying (sobs, in my heart) I regret not talking to him. It was as though he was leaving the world. But it was not =DD So went home, with a heavy heart. If i could, ill stay in the airport till i see him again (God knows when Lol) At home, i cleverly went on the msn like yeay! theres this bedokview guy (Azhari's schoolmate) chatted with me thru msn. and i got to know Azhari coming back on the 2nd yessa! * dances * Firdaus, that bdv guy agreed to accompany me (thats gentlemanly[:) So, happily (of course) i went to meet him up at 1040sharp. Weehooo~ Oke, so its like azhari & all the other guys reached singapore at 12. Then he went out of the arrival hall, and guess what! He was happy to see me (i think, cus he was smiling broadly) siak, so cute sial azhari! hmm.. and then he thought me and firdaus were together i was like noooooo! and then and then i got his number (One step ahead) ~ So, cleverly, (as usual) i texted him using sabrina's number. But aft hours still no reply. (sob2) So sabrina said why not try to call and check if his fone is on or off. gahhh its fcuking off. hmm WHY?! so the next day i went straight to his house and look him up. Wow! i missed him =D & (obviously) happy to see him again! aft that, i asked him to follow me accompany sabrina to bedok. (YES! - he said) He agreed suprisingly. And so we lepak at the usual block area, and hmm (talk?) Then we met frequently. But what is much more better was last night (sat Dec15 1030PM) i confessed to him (U, I want Azhari to stay with me) And he thought and thought and finally said Monday he'll tell me the answer when we meet again. Yeay ! ILASM !
~ sweetest things:
Nana: Asl you slalu reply mesg org lambat?
Az: Alah, im like that what. Tapi kalau you mesg i will give you a fast reply.
Nana:I tau laah, you mesti you have other girls.
Az:Noo, i dint say that. I like you.
Nana:Can you come along to bedok?
Az: Of course (SMILES WIDELY)
Az:Stop forcing me la!
Nana:Oke fine, im forcing you kan? I nk balek uh!
Az:Alah, sorilah. I didnt mean it.
(true friends left me but he insist on cheering me up)
isnt God so sweet to present me someone like him to help me thru with fcukin life.
Mood: Happy As Can Be [:
Mood: Happy As Can Be [: